This photo was taken this morning on my long run. Well, it was kind of long. 11 miles. I was supposed to run 15 mile yesterday, according to the plan.
Today I woke up at 5am knowing I had to run first thing. I left the house at 6am and just ran in the dark with a headlamp not sure what route or distance. Some days are good like that.
I didn’t do what I was supposed to but today felt like I accomplished something. And there is something to be said about that.
Thus, my reflection for the day at 4 pm from a journal entry in 2014 is:
The question isn’t can I have it all
The question is: What do I want that I can still have?
This is a serious question.
I know exactly what I want. And I will have it.
I’m sure of it.
I’m not a big fan of holidays but I do love the reflection that comes with Christmas and New Year.
I’m all about new beginnings, a fresh start and reflecting on what was good and bad.
What I loved about this year: working from home, being a stay-at-home-dog mom for a few months, a new job in the ski industry, a new puppy, buying new ski gear, making new friends who love to bike, and hiking all the 4,000 footers in one year.
What I didn’t love about 2020 I’ll keep to myself.
I’m excited for all the potential of 2021; and that’s what I love about this time of year. I love making plans (with cancelation policies clearly stated) and laughing and reaching goals and traveling.
One of many things that training and racing endurance sports has taught me is to keep move forward – no matter what. Keep Moving Forward. That is the theme for the 2020 holiday season.
Merry Christmas friends. It’s going to be a good year. We are going to get back to normal – a new normal where we can be safe, race safe and see our families. In the meantime, I will wear a mask and wash my hands and stay home as much as I can. I will be grateful.
Today was one of the days when I stepped back and said: wow, this is my life.
And yesterday and the day before – wow, this is my life.
Is it perfect, the way I thought my life would always be? Hell no. I never in my wildest dreams thought I’d be where I am today.
As I’m driving south from Gilford at 9 p.m. in thick fog, I’m anxious about getting home and letting my dogs out.
I seem to feel more anxious and scared about so many things: life, work, dogs, hiking, training, reaching goals.
But then the same things make me so happy: life, work, dogs, hiking, training, reaching goals.
All I’m saying is life is funny. It gives you everything you want, takes away everything you want and all that is left is you, on your sofa, writing your blog post, eating salad, drinking wine and glad your dogs are right next to you.
I started a new job at Gunstock Mountain Resort this week. It’s so exciting working for a mountain resort because 1) the people are fun and energetic 2) I am marketing fun summer activities such as e-bike tours, Segway Trail tours and camping and 3) I get to partake is said fun activities and most importantly 4) winter is coming.
As I drive the access road to the base lodge I pinch myself that this is my new life.
While Gunstock is located in the Lakes Region, working at a ski resort is the realization of a desire to get back to the mountains since moving back to New Hampshire in 2017. I’m a mountain girl. I love living rurally and thrive in mountain towns. And while I always look forward to winter, and hiking in the White Mountains, this year I’ll be back in ski gear, watching the weather and praying for snow!
Here’s the view from my office and looking out to the base area.
But the best way to view what’s going on at the mountain is viewing the web cams.
I’m looking forward to getting to know the trails around Gunstock and Belknap mountains.
Life is good. The dogs think so too.